The days are going so slowly and so quickly all at once. Exams are literally a week away and I've only started studying for business (oops, im worried about it thats why). My friends are kind of annoying me, I can't explain why. Just doing something and I get asked 7000 questions and get a snarky comment, like I get that my friend is just out of a breakup but I am also tired of the whole time getting asked why, or getting a comment. I get itchy and scratchy at this time of the year, and it makes me either extremely angry or I am extremely depressed about everything (like last year, lord help me, i was so depressed about nothing lol) so yeah. I also got super mad yesterday at like 21:00 because I feel that everyone I am surrounded with just doesn't get me and I don't get them and i's just an ugly cycle. I will now be going to write fanfics to decompress.
yesterday i was on a call and lowkey just wanted to post smth sorry if it is illegible 😂 i have posted 2 whole chapters to my fanfic and i am so proud of myself. lowkey feel like it is bad😔 anyway i am trying to motivate myself by saying that it is my first fic and fanfics should be bad but anyway. life is hectic, next week wednesday i've got 2 exams and 4 orals i have to present so damn😔
i have power and electricity finally, so tired, exams are in a second and i am WORRIED, stressed, nervous HELP ME.
we have been without power since tuesday. i have finished business studies. i am tired. my dad has started the generator again so i have power for 30 mins. our generator runs on petrol, so now it is expensive to run 😒 south africa is not for beginners
i keep posting here at the same damn time im crying, my power is off so i absolutely ran to my pc when my dad put the generator on. i will now be doing actual schoolwork!! 😒 i wish i could write longer but it's finally up and running! i worked hard on my diary page, probably harder than any of my other pages on this whole site so yeah
wow why is this at the exact same time? okay anyway fast forward 24 hours and i'm still working on that darn diary page, i have learnt so much actually, i'm lowkey kinda proud of myself. i'm trying to figure out a system that would make sense and also one that doesnt clutter all the files on my neocities and i get confused.
hi i'm trying to work on that darn diary page and im NOT winning