it is the last day of the month! (we’re about 5 days late, sorry i was in italy lol) so time for a monthly wrap-up of everything going on in my life!
early JUNE (1-10 june):
study. EXAM. study. ANOTHER EXAM. GEOGRAPHY was my biggest fumble of the month, good god that was horrific exam. worst of my entire life so far.
mid JUNE (11-20 june):
mainly studying again and being hyped for italy. somewhere in the middle of here i started liking kimi antonelli and been thinking of him ever since 😛 i also somewhere in these days quit c.ai. lord help me it is difficult😔
end of june (21-31 june):
ITALY, ITALY, ITALY!! (see my in-depth post linked on the side for all the details)
notable songs of the month:
- my moon my man - feist
- be like a woman - chris rainbow (yes this is because of a kimi edit)
- womanizer - britney spears
- confident - justin bieber
- sports car - tate mcrae
new songs of the month
- be like a woman - chris rainbow
- noble - f3miii
- mieux que tout - paradis
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Achievements
- survived italy🔥
- survived 38 degree heat with 60% humidity
goals for next month:
- learn some more italian
- relax
- feel better about my life 😔
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I nearly had my soul teleport out my body right now. So I have 2 computers, a Mac Mini and then this Piece Of Shit (here on out called the POS) called my laptop. Now I just used this laptop for school, and there was not many important things on here other than some exams for school. Well I opened my laptop on the 29th of May and saw the default windows screen. I went "what the fuck" and closed my laptop immediately.
You may have noticed, it's been nearly a month since. I'm going to Italy in a few days and I thought I should just bring my laptop with since I have space. So I come on here to check what's going on, when I open it. Fuck, where is all my FILES??
WHERE ARE ALL MY APPS????
WHERE IS EVERYTHING????
So rightfully, I panic. I'm worried my entire computer corrupted itself and yada yada yada, then...someone said "restart your computer a couple times" and uhm...we're back to where all my files are. On my computer's C: drive there is a temporary user, which is not a good sign, but I'll let you know what happens the next time I boot this poor thing up. It only cost R5000 which is a lot of money but not for laptops.
moral of the story: don't update windows.
WE ARE FREE OF THE SHACKLES OF BUSINESS STUDIES!!!!
lets all be grateful neocities is back, and backup our sites now.
WHY WAS THE TWO PAGES STICKING TOGETHER IN GEOGRAPHY I MISSED AN ENTIRE PAGE OH MY GOOOOODDD it cannot get any worse can it?
ma che cazzo😔💔
whoever made the geography paper, you are ragebaiting me. why did they ask every minute detail. why did they do this.
my entire exam season has been so ass, i feel like i gave up on business, like i have so many topics to study and not enough time, im so fucking fucked bro😔
can you tell i’m utterly exhausted?
p.s. i did wish i studied more for geo
I will have wished I studied more for geography today but oh well 😔 i am constipated, unhappy and humbled after my business exam. that's all i have the energy to write. ok bye 😔
Studied 4 hours for operation SAVE BUSINESS and we will be implementing operation SAVE GEOGRAPHY tomorrow. hopefully these are the only 2 exams i am forced to cram because I have the horrible line-up this week of Life Orientation (today) Business P1 (tomorrow) English P1 (Wednesday morning) and Geography (Wednesday Afternoon) and then next week I have the phenomenal line-up of Afrikaans P1 (monday) Tourism (Tuesday afternoon) and Business P2 (wednesday) and i'm already fucking exhausted just typing all of this out
Alongside operation SAVE BUSINESS & GEOGRAPHY I sugar crashed after my red bull and ate 3 bowls of soup. Was that healthy? not sure. I also whipped out the ye'old planner that i bought this year. I actually have been surprisingly using it to write study plans I never get to. My marks would be so much better if I could just, you know, achieve my goals. My planner always looks something like this
Monday 01 June:
- Business Unit 1-3 (I only do 1)
- Geography Term 1 work (I ignore it)
- Start studying for english (too worried about business and geography to notice)
also I bought a planner that dedicated an ENTIRE a5 page to A DAY. WHAT DO I FILL IN FOR AN ENTIRE DAY???????
anyway thats my sorry life, i will be trying to not think of how many aesthetic pictures i am going to take in italy and post them to the song l'altra dimensione - måneskin, because i saw that on tiktok and i'm already feeling inspired